Somewhere at this Moment by The-13th-Contestant, literature
Literature
Somewhere at this Moment
There's a woman sittin' on her bed
Somewhere at this moment
Lookin' at her hands
Lookin' at the blood trails
Leadin' from the box on her desk that she bought three years ago
And now uses every night to make her wrists bleed.
There's a man sittin' on a bench
Somewhere at this moment
With pills in one hand
A needle in the other
Track marks on his arms
Thinkin' about the woman he had
The one he coulda
But he just gave up.
Now, there's a li'l lady sittin' in her room
In her house across town
She's so in love but she ain't blind
She just doesn't really care
So she'll never really know about the woman or the man
She'll just sit t
This is where
I belong
This is where
I willl stay
Just as long
As you're happy
With the day
Let my misery keep your spirits
Keep them up in worse times
And let my sorrow keep you away
Away from your own terrors
Of the day
Don't see my bad
Only good
I'll fake this all
So you can stay
Where you stood
Here I Tumble, Now I Stumble by The-13th-Contestant, literature
Literature
Here I Tumble, Now I Stumble
Down
Down
Down I tumble
Through this roof
And now I stumble
In God's name
I say I done it
And so I tell him
I just can't take it
I understand
He says to me
But so must you
My misery
So down
Down
Down I tumble
Through the ground
And now I stumble
And as I tread upon
Lucifer's oh saintly head
He said to me
Hello my lovely misery
I'll take you in
To be with me
I'll love you when
You cease to be
Oh my lovely
Misery
There was a scream, I remember that, it was a woman's scream, I think. It was also cold, I couldn't feel my body. I remember a strange tingle like sensation radiate through my being, I think that's when they took me inside, but that only lasted for a second.
It's blank up to the point where I was warm. Cold and warm, that's all I remember from that morning. I think they had laid me down on one of the beds in the nurse's office, I'm not sure. I remember hearing a murmuring, I think that was someone trying to talk to me about what had happened, why I had done what I did, but I couldn'
So put your hands on my body
And lets do a dirty little dance
Lay you down
Dont go to sleep now
We got a full night ahead of us yet.
How about that
You like that
That right there
When we plunge together
Hot breath
Warm sheets
Just the sound of each other
Bodies close
Backs arched
So loud
So warm
Just you
Just me
Lets go
Fast now
You seem pleased
How about again
Tomorrow
Same place
Same time
Lets go again first
A snap
a flash of pain
a stumble
"whats wrong"
you ask
"did you hear that"
i answer
"it was the sound of a breaking heart,
a heart thats dying,
and decaying"
listen
you can hear it
again and agin
when your not here
its grief
its pain
its excruciating
theres nothing i can do
but when your here
its different
i cant describe it
its like its been slightly repaired
gone is the pain
gone is the grief
for a little while
at least
The Unexplained 8 by The-13th-Contestant, literature
Literature
The Unexplained 8
For the next few days I ran, hardly stopping to catch my breath. I only stopped to drink and sit for a few minutes, never eating, never sleeping, trying to run myself six feet under. After about a week of this, I couldn't push my muscles any further and my legs gave out under me, forcing me to collapse to the ground in pain and exhaustion. Delusional with hunger and sleep deprivation, I felt unconsciousness sweep over me as a wave of pain wracked through my body. I'm sure I would've died right then and there if it weren't for the kindly farmers who found me passed out in their field.
--
It was two weeks before I woke up, two weeks filled wi
A heart sore from all the pain
all the misery
all the hate and death
a heart so full up to bursting
and your now alone
looking down that horrible cliff
the ground below invisible to your eye.
Will you jump?
Will you walk away?
Will you stay where you are?
It's your choice to make.
Tolday so long ago
i was in this same possition
and i chose to walk
but now im back
maybe i should step out
but its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.